Journal Journey of Life

Well i guess no other way to run from this worry. That's why i owe you an explanation. We talk and laugh, we chat about love. But the border still there: my invisible army of defense. Keep going, i know this feeling. I'm gonna like you in a month, then turn to hate you in a minute. Weird in many thoughts is my specialty. You, with your brain impress me in curiosity. I enjoy this distraction, love this emotion. But still worry, otherwise, i'm weary. Keep going, i know what will happen next. You have so much fire blast, but move back at glance. Me become cynical and you dramatize it all. Then me and my worry become bestfriend again, repeatedly. And i don't own any explanation.

Pas lagi beres-beres, saya nemuin kertas kecil. Isinya ramalan tentang hidup saya. Ini dari sebuah mesin. Yap, bukan peramal gipsi yang pake bola kristal atau peramal kartu tarot. Saya dapetin 3 tahun lalu di Negeri Singa. Di depan si mesin ada tulisan "La Bocca Della Verita". Bentuk mesinnya wajah Medusa (eh gak tau deng, pokoknya macam dewa-dewa itu lah ;p), trus ada suara otomatis yang ngasih instruksi. Cukup dengan koin 5 sen, letakkan tangan di mulut si Medusa, lalu saya "dibaca". Voila! Secarik kertas keluar. Mirip resi dari mesin ATM. Isinya begini: The Mouth of Truth tells you that: - You tend to be aggressive to satisfy your instinct - You enjoy excellent health although you often abuse it - You dont have much faith in human nature - You sometimes seem emotionally shallow and almost heartless - Your health problems, for the main part, are due to nerves. You can sort them out by thinking hard about yourself - There are excellent indications of a happy marri...